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A fictional
story based in reality about the struggles, failures, successes and overall
triumph of black American women.Told from the perspective of smart, ambitious and
beautiful young black woman named Ivy. Some
explicit material -- parental guidance advised. "Come
Again?" Ivy
squinted her eyes as she stared across the small Starbucks table at Brian, who
was sitting slumped back relaxed as he flipped the bottom of his tailored
jacket away from his thigh. His long legs were stretched out in front of him,
with one a hair away from Ivy's leg. The
body language of this conversation said it all without either of them having to
say a world--Ivy was sitting straight up, tense, with her normal good posture
as Brian relaxed, glancing at his coffee, out the window and at women passing
by. Finally he settled back on Ivy's squinty glare with an almost sickening
grin on his face. "I
think you heard me the first time," he retorted. "I'm moving to DR." "The
Dominican Republic? You're going to MOVE there?" Ivy asked in amazement. "Yea,
just for a few months at first. . . and then I'll see what happens." He
took a sip of his coffee in the white Starbucks paper cup then sucked his lips
in to capture the drippage. Ivy
opened her mouth to say something, then closed it back slowly. She looked down
at her favorite Starbucks coffee in a mug, welcoming her for a drink. But she
didn't want it anymore. Brian
was a tall brown skinned 30 year old professional black brother who Ivy had
been seeing for the better part of a year. They had been off and on. Brian liked
to call their issues a failure to have a "meeting of the minds." By
habit, Ivy finally picked up her mug of mocchiato and took a sip. Just as she
thought -- no more flavor. She immediately started to think of Brian's last trip
to the Dominican Republic, and how her friends had warned her about that place.
They told her it was a haven for American men looking for cheap and quick sex
from darker skinned women. "I
knew something was up," Ivy thought to herself as she finished her sip and
placed the mug back down. Now this fool was thinking about moving there. "So
I know you're wondering," Brian continued in a patronizing tone, "What's
up with us. And me moving really isn't a big deal. Don't worry about it, we
will definitely still talk regularly, you know?" Ivy
nodded her head slowly as she looked off toward the register area. A woman was
walking up with her baby in tow, ordering a latte. The lady looked fresh and
happy as if she didn't have a care in the world. Ivy disliked her instantly. Ivy
wasn't nodding in affirmation of what Brian was saying. "We'll still talk"--
yea right. What he really meant was, "I'll keep you hanging on by a thread
here in the states just in case things don't work out with my Dominican
chick." Her
nod was more of a nod of disgust and disbelief. She knew he was a jerk, but he
had just shown her just how cold he could really be. Cold
as ice and completely unappreciative of what he had in Ivy. It didn't matter
that Ivy was a 5'8 135 pound, fit, shapely dark brown beauty with a pair of
legs that stretched from here to Queens. Didn't matter that her real hair hung
down to her armpits and always looked fly. It didn't matter to Brian that she
had no problem cooking three course dinners for her man and constantly made him
beg for mercy in the bedroom. Definitely didn't matter that she made her own
money as a consultant at a top advertising company in Manhattan at the young
and fresh age of 25. None of that mattered to this demanding, self-absorbed and
narcissistic man. Professional
brothers like Brian thought that they were God's gift to the universe: successful,
young, black and of the male species. In their minds, having a college
education and a job making $50,000 a year or more was all they needed to
justify being complete jack asses to women. To him, he was a hot commodity and
even a classy, smart, beautiful and elegant lady like Ivy was lucky to have him
in her life. "So
you're just not going to say anything?" Brian asked as he continued to
relax back with his left hand dangling to the side close to the floor. His
right hand flicked at his coffee cup. Ivy continued
in her thoughts. She had a whole lot to say at that moment. Did he meet someone
down there the last time he went? Did he quit his job? Why did you invite me to
a MFing Starbucks to tell me this?? But
all she finally said was, "No. . . do your thing Brian. I wish you much
luck." Ivy
glanced at him for a long moment, her plumped lips tightly pursed. Then she
took a final gulp of her now-bland mocciato and stood up to return her mug.
Brian
got up with her and slid his hand around her waist from behind. She
instinctually smacked it away and slammed her mug down on the counter just a
little too hard. Both of the Starbucks workers behind the counter looked her
way. "Come
on V, what are you doing? Are you mad at me?" Brian had the nerve to ask. "It
doesn't have to be like that." Ivy
didn't say a damned thing. She just dug into her purse to find her office card
key as she walked toward the front door. Brian followed her out. "Look
V, if you're going to be like that. . . fine. But just so you know, it's
because I got an offer for a work assignment there. I'll be back to visit probably
once every month or two," Brian said, obviously disappointed that Ivy
didn't take this news as an opportunity to cry and kiss his ass, begging him to
stay. "I'll
talk to you Brian," Ivy said calmly, half lying. She adjusted her purse,
spun and put one foot in front of the other as she headed back to her office a
few blocks down. She didn't look back. ---- "Ivy,
can I see you in my office for a moment," Sandra, Ivy's petulant boss
popped her head into her office suddenly. "Sure
Sandra, I'll be right there," Ivy said with a fake smile. Meanwhile she
was feeling like complete crap after her meeting with Brian just a couple of
hours earlier. Smile through the pain--that was what was going on right now. Sandra
probably wanted to go over the latest sales projection report Ivy and Thomas
had put together for the upcoming quarter--again. It was positive news, and Ivy
had run over it with a fine-toothed comb. She even visited each department head
at the company in person to verify certain facts. But nothing from Ivy was ever
enough for Sandra--no matter how much work and trouble Ivy put into making her
points. Ivy
truly believed that Sandra simply had a hard time accepting the word of a black
woman. That's why she made Ivy work closely with Thomas, a young white
consultant fresh out of business school who had barely been working at the
company for a year. His word was gold to Sandra. If Ivy made a statement in a
meeting, she'd get a skeptical look from Sandra. If Thomas then made the same
point only a few minutes later, almost word for word, suddenly they were on the
right track and Sandra was all smiles. It could have also been a woman thing--jealousy
at its worst. So
here Ivy was, yet again, going into an impromptu meeting with Sandra to discuss
these reports. She grabbed her pad and a copy of the reports and started her
strut down the hall to the boss' office. She smiled at her homeboy Jack, a
proudly gay white intern who she lunched with a lot, along the way and put a
phone sign up to her ears to notify him that he should call her later. Ivy
tapped on the opaque glass door to Sandra's office lightly and heard, "Come
in." The
first thing that caught Ivy off guard was that Thomas wasn't there yet. He was
two doors down from Sandra's office and should have been there by then. The
next was seeing Maggie, the Human Resources director, sitting down in a chair
opposite Sandra. "What
is she doing here?" Ivy thought to herself as she closed the door behind
her and sat down in the empty seat. "Hi
Ivy," they both almost said at the same time. They looked at each other almost
somberly then back at Ivy who suddenly felt very uncomfortable. It was as if a
dark storm cloud was forming overhead. "Ivy,"
Sandra started. "Let me start by saying, this company has really
benefitted from your time here. You are an amazing and resourceful consultant. With
that said, the department has decided to make some cuts. . . " The
next part of Sandra's little speech blurred out for a bit as Ivy started to
become light-headed. She watched Sandra's mouth moving and became distracted by
the deep lines and hardness of her boss' face. Sandra was an extremely thin and
unattractive woman who probably looked okay in her youth but life had not been
kind. Sandra practically lived at the office--her husband had left her about a
decade ago and from what Ivy heard she had been taking it out on folks ever
since. Right
now, Sandra was sounding like the teacher from Charlie Brown. Ivy struggled to
tune in again, and finally did just in time to hear the words that every five-year
employee of a firm in Manhattan dreads. ".
. . we're going to have to let you go." Ivy
took a breath in but not out. She reeled and sat back for a moment. Then she
sat back up and became tense as she squinted her eyes in pure disbelief. "Wait, come
again?"
Wow, getting canned and basically dumped in the same afternoon. Is Ivy going to blow her lid on Sandra today?
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